I want to share a story here, I will tell you this, its true, but its your choice to believe it or not, I tell though its true!
Somewhere in another plane, our souls, reside there, that place is what we call “God” or “Universe”, yeah that place is alive, its where souls go and its where souls come from, that whole dimension is alive, that is “God” or call it however you want. I call it “Source”
Every soul is part of the Source, note: We come from the Source, it didn’t made us, we are from it, not made by it! Imagine this a huge marble when you hit it and shatters in little pieces, those pieces of marble are us, the Souls, the real us, not our bodies!
Why the Source would separate parts of it, in order to become souls? Well I don’t know that yet! but I think its because the Source wants to gain experiences, and through us it gains them, every single soul lives MANY lives, yes we die and reincarnate on Earth until we reach a higher level, that level is “Spirit Guide”, as a “Spirit Guide” you help younger souls to evolve, like your spirit guide helps you in your journey…I know it sounds confusing but its really NOT so much…
A Soul talks with their spirit guides in order to plan the next life is gonna live, the life is chosen BY THE SOUL, that means whatever you live now, its actually your choice, your soul designed a path in order to learn lessons, the harder the circumstances, then bigger the lesson, a soul is an immortal being, we are immortal, our bodies die, but the real “us” is never ending, plus only 20% of our real soul comes to our bodies here on Earth, because our bodies could not withstand the intensity of 100% soul! so imagine that 20% soul that resides in you, it is YOU! and YOU chose the path you live now, in order to learn a lesson…
Killing yourself, is like pressing “Quit” on a game, you will end your mission early, and then you will have to REPLAY a similar life, with similar or more difficult circumstances, its not punishment, nobody punishes you up there, they only want you to learn, and if you kill yourself, you will go back without a lesson, they will be dissapointed with you, and then you will have to live a similar life like the one you just abandoned! So if you believe that by killing yourself the pain will end, then you are wrong! Yes the pain will end, then you will go up there, and they will ask you to relive a life like the one you abandoned, so you will be there again, facing the same difficulties, and if you keep dying, you will keep living similar lives until you pass the class, stop thinking about suicide, try to thing how to solve the problems that bug you…you have a problem or a thousand? SOLVE THEM! By killing yourself is like when you are stuck in chess, and instead of thinking how to win, you thinking to just kick the chesstable just to be relieved of thinking! Isn’t that irrational or what? Solve the problems, if you cannot solve them by yourself, try to ask for help from your spirit guide, even if you don’t believe in them, he/she is there awaiting for your command to help you, their rule is “If they don’t ask, we cannot help” , so ask them to help you, they won’t help until they’ve been asked to do so! not because they are snobs, they don’t like to invade, thats why they will help only when asked to help, just ask aloud or in your mind “Spirit guide help me overcome this problem or that, show me a sign” and then keep an openmind, life won’t be easy, I won’t guarantee that, but nobody’s life is easy, life though have happy times and you know what, just keep your head up and face your mission, stop thinking of pressing “Quit”
NOTE: What heppens when you kill yourself and you go up there? Up there they will make you feel the pain you caused to those around you by killing yourself…again its not a punishment, they want you to understand why you shouldn’t have killed yourself…you are part of a big plan, you live your mission and you can cross paths with other souls and help them too…I hope I helped…reading this remember its true, but if you don’t want to believe it. thats fine by me…..;)