i can’t believe you

i can’t fucking believe you! i pour my heart out to you and all you take from it is some imaginary threat? are you paranoid or something? why is it all about you?wow i am stunned. i leave your office sobbing-again. aren’t you supposed to be keeping me from killing myself? instead of throwing fuel on the fire? how can you be so tone deaf?  first it was ” am i on the list” ? like i even know you or something. then you are offended by my surprise that you called me at the hut. then you are offended again that i was surprised you had read a post i left the previous evening. now you see some  sort of threat in a post where i pour my heart out. seriously??? your doctor arrogance is showing . or is that the real you and i am a very bad judge of character?  i am stunned . and very hurt. guess that is what i get for trusting you.