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by sbkstep43
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breathing heavy, worried sick its feels like the end …. no note no explaination i feel sorry for who find me and i feel sorry for who has to tell my fiancee im sorry to waste you guys time with this post too just goodbye

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23 comments

Tardiss 3/30/2013 - 11:06 pm

PLEASE Don’t give up!

sbkstep43 3/30/2013 - 11:10 pm

im sorry

Procel 3/30/2013 - 11:15 pm

dont go, talk with us, whats up?

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:11 pm

sorry for pushing you away just wasnt in the mood to talk 🙁

sbkstep43 3/30/2013 - 11:19 pm

i dont anything to say

sbkstep43 3/30/2013 - 11:22 pm

*have

sbkstep43 3/30/2013 - 11:37 pm

why should i stay?

hurting 3/30/2013 - 11:52 pm

You have a fiance, someone who loves you for who you are.
You have a future.
Now is just a dark time
…a really long dark time.

Please, don’t leave. I don’t know you, but I don’t want you to die.
You mean something to me and others on this forum, and to others in the real world.

Please, don’t go.

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:00 pm

i mean nothing i am nothing

Angele 3/31/2013 - 12:24 am

Please don’t! It will get better! I promise you have a fiancé,someone to love you,to be there for you in dark times! I promise he will understand and you guys can talk about it! Suicide isn’t the answer! Never is,never will be! Please you can talk to me @ dinostegostomp@gmail.com I swear it will be better!

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:00 pm

its a she and if you read my other post you’ll see why i cant to her with it

Angele 3/31/2013 - 12:27 am

He/she. *

SuicideCircle 3/31/2013 - 1:32 am

Do not Die! Pls

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 1:58 pm

no promises

Age of Aquarius 3/31/2013 - 2:13 pm

I have absolutely nothing to do or at least anything i can think I’d like to do at this moment in time. It’s Easter Sunday. I know that in the future I won’t be able to access any memories related to this day. When I look back at all the comments I’ve made on all the days I’ve been on this site, it not only strikes me that not only was everything I had to say complete nonsense but those days don’t mean very much to me. I can’t remember them. This is yet another day.

Do you think that one day you’ll look back at these days or not as the case may be and feel the same way and if so would that be a good thing?

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:31 pm

sadly i can remember every day since i can tlk unlike you and they play back in my dreams so i remember who ive hurt and who has hurt me

Age of Aquarius 3/31/2013 - 2:36 pm

I remember the traumatic periods more than the good times. I’ve had more of those. It just occurred to me that not a lot has changed. Most days are uneventful. I never got around to waking up.

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:41 pm

my neice might die because her mom never wanted her we (meaning my fiancee and i ) if the moved she would have i better chance at living until we built the house it only gave her 3 months now she is sick again my fiancee is depressed and all of that is ontop of my problems so honestly im in a state of idk

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:46 pm

really bad english sorry for that

Age of Aquarius 3/31/2013 - 2:50 pm

Every family has or will at some point encountered such difficulty. You just have to get all the bad luck out the way now and hope that it works out in the end.

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 2:59 pm

my fiancee has lost too many people so hope is very slim at the moment

ShitFuck 3/31/2013 - 3:38 pm

Best of luck and God speed to you sbkstep43 🙂

sbkstep43 3/31/2013 - 3:44 pm

still here love for now

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