I’m done hiding. I’m sick of thinking about how I wanna leave this earth. I’m fucking done living. I’m fucking done being a disappointment to my family. I might just have to end it all. Tonight
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Im sorry you have pain :/… how do you plan to end it?
Pills
Ive attempted oding on pills… and i know alot of people who have attempted (actually i went to a mental hospital with a girl named emily who tried to od on pills) and its really unlikely to work. youre just going to fuck up your liver
Fucking fantastical
im not trying to convince you to try other methods or say you should even try to take your life but whats worse than commiting suicide is trying to commit suicide and survive and live with the consequences… trust me shit gets worse when you do that :/ … just try to stay strong and dont make any rash decisions
I’m sorry you feel such sadness. My guess is that you are not a disappointment to your family at all but that you think you are. My son, who took his life last year, was truly the light and love of my life. Before he became depressed, he knew how much we adored him, but the depression crushed him. It distorts and it swallows you up. I’m going to ask you to do one thing if you haven’t already: please tell a trusted person, preferably an adult and your mom, that you are considering suicide. I promise you that even the smartest, most on-top-things parents have no clue. I knew my son was depressed, but I never fathomed he would take his life. It’s done now–no falling in love, no seeing the world, no being a dad. And he has left his family in ruins. My husband and I are crushed. I stay in this life only because I have a second child and could not do this to him. Please ask for help and please be honest about how you are feeling. I know things are so terribly hard for you now and you want relief. I promise, I understand. But please try once more for some help, OK? You can e-mail me at my user name at gmail.com if you need my help. I promise that I am no weirdo. Just a broken-hearted mom who doesn’t want another person going down.
Life sucks giant balls, often. People let you down all the time, for most people on Earth life is one pile of shit after another. BUT there are good things. Take a couple of days and complete the things on your bucket list, and then make a new bucket list. Compare what you did with what you haven’t. Although there are always going to be crappy things, there will be some good stuff too. Lots of good stuff. It just comes in weird ways, often when you least expect it, but you have to be open.
I wish it was that simple to kill yourself. I really, honestly do. You can pop all the pills you want but you won’t die. Then again, if pills were an easy source of suicide, you can bet we wouldn’t have access to them. Anything effective for self deliverance gets regulated. Too many do-gooders running around in the world telling people what they do and don’t have to endure.
for the first time in years it feels like there is someone that understands…i wish u were my mom… then maybe i would have had the courage to tell u im suicidal, and things could turn out so different…
I attempted. I’m out of the hospital but still not free
What a horrid place to be in.ive been there 13 times in a couple of years I was locked up from 18 to 24 I hope you find your way through this pills don’t work I’ve come close but trust me intensive care and a lockup no thanks please try get help from your local hospital they will do something but save yourself the agony of life support machines..I’m done good luck
You still there?
I’m here. I’m in intensive care still, due to anorexia and sucidal. It sucks big time, and I’m plain pissed.