ok. ive fucked up majorly like i said in my last post. i thought i was done with that shit..no. my life just turned again..im now “a selfish ***** who wants to hurt my mom when she just wants to do whatever the fuck she chooses” woahhh. ok. wow. sooo for that statement i was told no wait yelled..i have digested 11 pillsXD
i just want a normal life. that i will never have. im too much of a fuck up..just like my family. i cant don shit. so fuck it fuck my life. i just wish i can die…now. well i was going to carry on with this but fuck it no one bothers to care much anymore…and im tired im typing this with my eyes closed..lol..byeeXD
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I’ve Already Tried Overdosing. Doesn’t Work. I Was Really Sick, Not Feeling Good So I Went To Bed Hoping I Wouldn’t Wake Up, But I Did. I Woke Up Even More Depressed. Don’t Say Nobody Cares, Your PARENTS Care. They Do Whether You Think It Or Not. I Care!
Hannah…..
You are my little pet project. SOMEDAY I will get thru to you. You will find out that you are ok AND (more importantly) you will do something POSITIVE about it.
You are human. You screwed up. Who hasn’t? Don’t beat yourself up so much (your family does that enough that you do not have to add to it).
TALK to me if you need it. But please stop harming you. You do not deserve that.