I want to die but i want to live…………Ive messed up so much but yet still i have someone who believe in me every step of the way I cant hurt her by leave but i need a way to survive in my own when she isnt around ……Help?
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You can always postpone suicide.If you see a reason to live(like people who care for you and believe in you)you shouldn’t do it.One of the good things about suicide is that you know you can always do it.When you see no other option you know you CAN take the easy way out.And that’s comforting.
i know i shouldnt but i hate being away from her and may never see her again
she is the only reason im here i would be dead from last summer
She must really care for you and suicide won’t bring you both together I think when she feels down your her strength and if your not there for it might destroy her
the last thing i want to do is hurt but it hurts to even breathe away from her she is my life and my everything
There are times when you want to kill yourself and then someone appears and gives you reason to live.And then they’re gone,and you have one more reason to die.I know what’s that like.Just wait a while.Suicide is for those who haven’t had a reason to live for a loooong looong time.We all have pretty nasty sh*t happening from time to time,killing yourself right away is not always the solution
I got removed from school because of my love for her she is the only thing good ive ruined every thing else
and not saying that i want to die immediately i want a way to survive until i get to see her again …..anxiety attacks and nightmare have started again the urge to cut is back i break down and just cry when i hear our songs i cant control my emotions
There is always hope you can show her how much you truly love her by being there for her she is the reason to live
Be thankful she is there for you and ask yourself what would make her happy? Would she like it if you we’re depressed or enjoying the fond memories that you guys had to get her think of all the good things that you both shared
im trying my best but my parents have taken almost all communications from me and i am now homeschooled so its hard
each time i remember her i cry
She’s still there and the good memories are the ones that give you the feeling of “wow that was truly wonderful man I love her so much” or “I can’t wait to do that again with her I can’t wait to see her again” even those dopey moments when you guys just played around and joked the feeling of my gosh what a woman
one your comment is quite confused but i understand plus i have her letters to me and she has a teddybear i gave her for her birthday last year she carrying it everywhere when im nt around…..our song reminds of me all the memories i have with her good and bad ….
I want a way to control my emotions i dont want to die i love her too much but my depression is getting control of me