Fucking comical. I paid $1000 for that poison and 36 minutes later I’m not dead. For a few minutes there I it was starting to get hazy and I felt rather sick, but I think it’s passing. I just feel a little dizzy but clearly coherent enough to write that I’m still alive.
That was not peaceful. For about 5 minutes I just thought “I should have just used my shotgun”. Very uncomfortable. My contact said it would only take a few minutes to work…all I’m doing is burping a lot now. It was going dark and now I’m almost fine. He’ll be hearing from me…
I’m sorry 🙁
Maybe life isn’t done with you yet?
I know, that’s selfish, I just think you’re cool and I like to think you’re in the world. I don’t wish you to keep suffering the way you have been, though.
Is this something you obtained in person? I remember you saying you only wanted to deal with in-person transactions now. It may be easier to avoid getting ripped off that way as in, PayPaling money to Swahili and then not receiving anything in return… but how does anyone know what they’re REALLY getting when they get it? Unless you’re a scientist who can run tests on it in a lab. Maybe your contact was duped as well, by whomever sold it to him?
I’m so sorry, LMS. Like SadBk, I like to think of you in the world too, but I know how much you wanted this and I”m really sorry this happened. Email me if you want. I went through D and still don’t know but it seems to be moving toward me…
Hey guys, just got out of the psych ward. I got reeeeally sick from that stuff, though I felt better after profuse vomiting. I thought it was working at first, but then it became very clear that it hadn’t worked and that I was just going to feel really ill. Most of the poison forced itself out of my system though I had to use the finger a bit at first. The hospital did some tests then shipped me off to a ward.
The source I used had been referred to me from someone else. While I never got his email back in time to figure out what I had swallowed, now that I can check my email, my source says it was 99% pure lab grade nicotine with relaxants and anti emetics. The source was fairly confident it was going to work, but maybe I just got a bad batch. Either way I don’t recommend anyone use what I did.
Anyways, thanks for responding even though I wasn’t here to read it. It makes me feel good to know some people on this site cared enough whether I lived or died to post.
In terms of where I got the contact, it was Laura Love’s. I genuinely think she was trying to help, but wasn’t aware of what she herself had bought from these people. Laura is a good person, but I’ve had nothing but trouble with her contact. I’ve still got my shotgun, but I had wanted to leave my family a body if I could. Seems like that’s not an option though. Next time I won’t come crawling back : /
Thanks Sad and CTB for the nice words. Looks like I’m still kicking.
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Fucking comical. I paid $1000 for that poison and 36 minutes later I’m not dead. For a few minutes there I it was starting to get hazy and I felt rather sick, but I think it’s passing. I just feel a little dizzy but clearly coherent enough to write that I’m still alive.
That was not peaceful. For about 5 minutes I just thought “I should have just used my shotgun”. Very uncomfortable. My contact said it would only take a few minutes to work…all I’m doing is burping a lot now. It was going dark and now I’m almost fine. He’ll be hearing from me…
Aww sh!t that totally sucks. Sorry, dude. 🙁
And what the fuck did you expect, huh? That some “magical potion” would kill you? No way!
Where did you find this contact? Make them public knowledge so tht other can avoid being scammed. This is why I don’t trust any source on the internet
I’m sorry 🙁
Maybe life isn’t done with you yet?
I know, that’s selfish, I just think you’re cool and I like to think you’re in the world. I don’t wish you to keep suffering the way you have been, though.
Is this something you obtained in person? I remember you saying you only wanted to deal with in-person transactions now. It may be easier to avoid getting ripped off that way as in, PayPaling money to Swahili and then not receiving anything in return… but how does anyone know what they’re REALLY getting when they get it? Unless you’re a scientist who can run tests on it in a lab. Maybe your contact was duped as well, by whomever sold it to him?
What kind of poison are you talking about? I’m assuming cyanide but I don’t know. Anyways god speed.
I’m so sorry, LMS. Like SadBk, I like to think of you in the world too, but I know how much you wanted this and I”m really sorry this happened. Email me if you want. I went through D and still don’t know but it seems to be moving toward me…
Why the tone, Miss Holly? You sound angry.
LMS: are you still posting on here?
Hey guys, just got out of the psych ward. I got reeeeally sick from that stuff, though I felt better after profuse vomiting. I thought it was working at first, but then it became very clear that it hadn’t worked and that I was just going to feel really ill. Most of the poison forced itself out of my system though I had to use the finger a bit at first. The hospital did some tests then shipped me off to a ward.
The source I used had been referred to me from someone else. While I never got his email back in time to figure out what I had swallowed, now that I can check my email, my source says it was 99% pure lab grade nicotine with relaxants and anti emetics. The source was fairly confident it was going to work, but maybe I just got a bad batch. Either way I don’t recommend anyone use what I did.
Anyways, thanks for responding even though I wasn’t here to read it. It makes me feel good to know some people on this site cared enough whether I lived or died to post.
In terms of where I got the contact, it was Laura Love’s. I genuinely think she was trying to help, but wasn’t aware of what she herself had bought from these people. Laura is a good person, but I’ve had nothing but trouble with her contact. I’ve still got my shotgun, but I had wanted to leave my family a body if I could. Seems like that’s not an option though. Next time I won’t come crawling back : /
Thanks Sad and CTB for the nice words. Looks like I’m still kicking.
*hugs* Hope your stay there wasn’t as bad as it could be.
Glad to see an update from you.
Thanks for coming back on and for letting us know what happened.
Rest in peace, my friend.
Indeed. Rest in peace, LMS