I’m just a kid in grade six I know u am young to be thinking about suicidal but after you hear about my story you won’t blame me for being on this site
Ok all my life I have been abused. I moved away from my mother when I was about 5 and never came back till I was 8. I was in a foster for half of those 3 years. My farther and mother were divorced and when I moved far away from my mother, the same year my father hung himself. I moved back at 8 years old cause my mother had done this course were she had controlled herself to no drink and abuse me anymore. So I moved back and then the summer after that she started up again. I ran away basically every night to this dumpster were I would sleep in a box so that I wouldn’t be abused while she was drunk. And if I stayed there for the night I would either end up at the hospital or not going to school. I stayed there till I was 10 keeping my mouth shut about this stuff with things going on. Then one day my sister came down from bc aka she left me and my mother when I was 4 because she couldn’t handle my mother anymore anyways when she came down she took me for the night and we went to the police and we stayed at the police station for the night. So after they investigated with my mom they made me move again so now I live with my aunt and unloved only at the age of 12 and my mom just passed away in the summer because she was drinking to much. So please give me any advise I really need it sincerely the 12year old that needs help:/
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that is really tough, nobody could blame you for thinking the way you do, nobody would want to live like that. But if you feel that you have never been loved, then you should at least hang on until you feel that……and you WILL.
I grew up abused by an alcoholic step-father and mother as well; my real father died before I was born, so I can appreciate what your going thru. But think about it, your only 6 years away from being an adult and getting out on your own. I know at 12 that sounds like half a lifetime, but as you get older, the years pass by so quickly you wont hardly remember. Just try to hang on a little longer, things will get better.
Life is hard for everybody in some way, even those people who seem rich and happy have problems or have lived through problems that you cannot even imagine, but they endured, as you must do, and become tougher.
Hi I am very sorry to hear about your story, you are so young and have gone through so much. I think you are one of those few people who go through all the hard crap when they are young, and once they have grown up they are a lot stronger then most people. I think in life we are given what we can handle and in your situation I think you need to stick it out until your old enough to move out of the house, yeah the next while may suck super bad but things always get better before they get worse. Once your old enough to live on your own you have your whole life ahead of you, and you sound like a really strong great person who doesn’t deserve all the hard things you have gone through. I was a lot like you when I was a kid I was abused, my parents divorced when I was ten my dad is an alcoholic and life sucked. I thought about killing myself and I just didn’t know what to do about the situtaion, cause when you’re young, sadly their isnt much to do. The one thing you can do though is stick through it and focus the idea that this is temporary and after your old enough you can get away from all this hard stuff. I’m sorry for your situation, I was once you and going through this. I know you can get through it. If you need anyone to talk to holler at me, I’m here to listen.