Today was actually somewhat good, i guess? I don’t really know because, I don’t really know what a good day is… :/ My depression was up the ass today, everything just didn’t feel right, yet again.. When does it? Sometimes I just really wanna run out of school but i can’t. i seriously skip class everyday same period to go cry in the bathrooms… and don’t tell anyone. i’m sick of crying, i’m sick of wanting to die, i’m sick of so much right now.. 🙁 Ugh, I can’t do this much longer…
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Have you ever talked to someone about it? I’ve been struggling with depression for my entire 20 years of life and didn’t get help until this semester. I wish I had been going to counseling that entire time, because even though I have times of crisis, it’s really been helping a lot to talk. Would you consider trying to talk to someone first? If it doesn’t work, I understand. But at least try? I hope you have better days. Here if you ever need to talk.
I think kissnm10 is right. You should talk to someone. It doesn’t have to be a therapist. It doesn’t even have to be someone you know. Just talking to someone can help a lot. That’s what this website is for.