I’m not sure if I am. Â I mean, I had an incredible childhood and all but the last few years have been hellish. Â I need to end this misery soon or I’ll end up in a mental institution. Â I’d say overall though that I’m glad I was born. Â If I wasn’t born I’d never know my amazing family and friends. Â But it all comes to an end eventually. Â So I’m thinking I kinda wish I was never born into this fucked up world..
But what if you were born in some third world country where all your life was suffering and pain? Â I’d probably wish I was never born then. Â Who knows…. Thoughts?
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I agree with tupacorbiggie. I’m happy with how things turned out. But I got lucky I think. This was the most prosperous time and place in human history. A richly recorded recent history was sitting on shelves in multiple media.
There was a euphoria in the ’70s I believed in a Jetson like future. There were dystopian scifi like 1984, Blade Runner, Soylent Green and THX-1138 that might pan out more accurately. Things have really gone down the tubes, “the future ain’t what it used-to be” as Yogi Berra said. Yet this makes the timing and placement seem even more lucky for me.
I wouldn’t want to do any of it over, once was enough. And I also agree that I would probably have suffered more if I had been born in a developing country. Many poor countries have greater happiness, but on the other hand I may have caught dysentery and shit myself to death or got eaten by a wolf or something..
Sometimes I’m glad I was. If I’m honest, most of the time I wish I wasn’t though. Haven’t had the toughest of lives but when bad shit happens you wonder why you were born sometimes. If I compare my life with how difficult some other peoples lives are, it makes me feel bad sometimes. I have this life. Its something. Gonna try my best to make the most out of it despite the shit. Until the time comes for it to end. Might as well…
I wish every day that I wasnt born. I feel like such a failure, a tumor on society’s image, and I feel.like a bother to anyone I talk to. So yeah, I wish I had never even been conceived, let alone born.
I don’t know if glad is the right word, but I’m convinced that there is a purpose and a reason (or many reasons) for existence. Right now my cat is nuzzling my arm and rolling onto my keyboard, so it’s pretty hard not to be happy. And I’m dedicating my life to helping people wade through this so even if I’m not always perfectly happy, at least I can take some of that off other people. Then at least I feel like it sort of justifies my existence. Otherwise I’m just taking up space and crapping everything up…
Nope… i wouldv saved alot of people pain if i wasnt born…
i wish i was never born
If hadn’t been born then I would not have been a victim of molestation at 4. If I hadn’t been born then my sister would have been molested. If I hadn’t been born then I wouldn’t have been gang raped at 14. If I hadn’t been born then another girl would have had that happen to them. Raises the question are we here for reason? I’m not happy those things happened to me, but I truly don’t want anyone else to have to deal with those things. Catch 22 huh
I dont know how others feel about me but thats not the point. I wish i was never born, have no idea what im doing here i feel like theres no reason to keep going. I dont feel or understand most humans, their reasons and whys. I feel different. For those reasons this is painfully difficult to stay, not because my family or friends or whatever is/was great to me! (just as an example). Also i seen/lived real horrible stuff i never thought i would ever… thats a one plus reason i wish i wasnt born. Why the hell does anyone have to live through that? its how i think human race is f*cked up, i dont feel any connection to it!