I just read a post here by the user JerzyBoy. It broke my heart to read that such a beautiful soul hurts so much. Dear JerzyBoy, I love you too. I must not know what it feels like to be at the end of the rope if God doesn’t even seem to help. I can’t possibly imagine your pain and your broken spirit and mind. I hope you continue to live and something miraculous happens to make your life worth while for you. To imagine you dying is breaking my mind, to be honest. To imagine you taking your own life churns my stomach and I wish I could be with you right now. I don’t even know you, but maybe I could help in some way. I know I can’t be the fixer upper everyone would like to be or imagines they are, because I am just a human. I have no special powers and I cannot erase your pain or memory. But maybe I could keep you company, and even make you smile somehow. Smiling always feels better sometimes.
If you do take your life, I hope you travel safely to the other side. I hope you get all of the love and happiness you’ve always wanted and fulfillment inside of your heart. You are a beautiful man, and I am terribly sorry you have been through so much and that you are in pain. I hope you find what you are looking for.
I walked into the woods today. The forest was like Heaven to me. Everything is green, lush, energized, and alive. It was so quiet there, and I wanted so badly to lay down and become one with the moist forest soil. Talking about becoming one with certain objects depresses me for some reason.
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What a beautiful post. I certainly hope he’s still here to read such kind words.