this is Ryunosuke Akutagawa a Japanese writer i like him he killed himself in 1927 i am planning to free myself of this world in 2014 two year before the global oil peak in 2016 like Ryunosukei feel uneasy about the future HOW DO I GET BARBITURATES Ryunosuke killed himself with an overdose of barbital in the afterlife if i cant be with god i wish to go to the same place as Ryunosuke