I can’t stop crying…im so fucking alone and depressed, jus want to disapear…i keep begging for whatever higher power is listening to take my life from me, i don’t want it any more, still no answer, should i jus stop being a ***** and take matters into my own hands?
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Because curiosity is keeping you alive.
And you maybe want to do something you haven’t already.
I think you want to live but need to find reason to.
Or someone to vent to.
These feelings will pass and something good WILL come along.
Don’t “take matters into my own hands” – let nature run it’s course and you’ll lose the feelings of loneliness and depression.
I hope this helps – if you need someone to talk to, my email should be next to my name.
honestly there probably only one person that would make me feel better, unfortunatly she also the reason i have bloodclots around my eyes from crying and fresh wounds on my thighs, i don’t kno what to do, i jus want to sleep forever…
Who is that person to you? If you don’t mind me asking.
What did she do to make you feel this way?
she was everything to me, the only thing keeping me in this world…now were falling apart, she told me she wants a break, and before that hinted towards her doing some thing “hoe”ish later, shes put me through so much already, and i been to so good to her…idk what to do any more
…Don’t take this the wrong way, but if she always acts this way, she isn’t worth it. I think you should try to find someone new or find someone close (family or friends) to confide in about this problem.
You sound as if she has put you through hell – you don’t deserve it. I don’t think you should even try to get her back, she’d only do it again.
Don’t do anything that is permanent. It’s cliche, but suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I would strongly advise against it. You sound like a nice guy – lots of girls would love to be with you and in your company.
Please, just think about it. 🙂
Thank you, i really appreciate it, The Used-Let it bleed just helped me get out of my crying marathon, i think ill go for a drive, clear my head, i have no real friends and i hate my family all i have is my self and my thoughts…
How old are you?
Do you go to school or work?
Have you tried meeting people there?
Any time you ever need someone to talk to – this entire site will listen 🙂
You could probably make some real friends online if you tried.
Good luck!! 😀
im 21, jus recently started working at homedepot, making friends isn’t a problem but apparently keeping them is, its hard to find the genuine connection i seek in others, especially in a girlfriend, like i have no problem getting girls, its finding one that actually gives a fuck and one that doesn’t constantly hurt me thats the problem, i guess at this point i finally realize that i will never have that, i guess ill just start treating the people i encounter how others have treated me, from here on the old me is dead. Im going to make sure this world regrets making me the monster it has…
Have you tried moving cities?
It might seem hard, but these girls surrounding you sound like arseholes. Maybe it’s time for a change of scenery. You’re obviously not satisfied, but not ever girl is like that. People can be cunts, but that shouldn’t be a reason to stop looking for the good ones. I’m sure a lot of people would be extremely saddened if something ever happened to you – even the girls who didn’t give a fuck. Don’t be a dick to new people just because the people from your past weren’t the nicest of people.
If you look far and wide I’m certain you’ll find the connection you’re looking for – don’t take it out on the world. You may not want to, but I think it’s best to forgive and forget.
And then move on to some worthier people. You’re 21, still very young – you have the potential to go far in life and accomplish great things. And even meet someone with a greater emotional depth than your previous girlfriends.
I hope this helps – please don’t do anything drastic. 🙂