I got tired of the BS

January 5,2011 The day my daddy passed away, The day my 2 year boyfriend broke up with me,  The day my mom and dad got married through church , The day I tried killing my self …
My dad died from cancer my boyfriend left me for my bestfriend….My bestfriend told all my secrets. That night it was a school night thursday to be exact. I punched a whole in my wall my nuckles turned purple I wanted to hurt myself I thought “I dont desrve to live im just a waste of space nobody cares for me!” I punched the mirror now my nuckles were bloddy but I wanted more harm I grabed a pice of mirror and cut my wrist I watched as the blood dripped down my arm and on to the floor I then went to my neck i felt blood drip down my skin and on to my shirt…I couldnt help but cry….My mom walked in scared that she wuld hurt me more I hurried and sliced all of my neck then came black. I woke up in a hospital My family around me crying I felt a tear roll down my cheek when I remembered what I had done I thought to my self how did I have the guts to do that? Ever since then I’m so happy my mom walked in on me I wouldve missed out on a lot..Just wanna say thank you c: