Despair
Hopeless and tired
would it really matter if I died
I’m torn in two from the inside
blind to love
full of rage
I feel like I’m in a cage
despite my hate
I appreciate the one’s who caused
so much pain
I look at my scars
remembering those years
I start to fear
just who I’ve become
I’m going insane
so heres the truth
I don’t know what I’m doing here
filled with all this despair
-Sam
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It would matter to me if you died, Sam. (sigh) I don’t know how much that even counts… but I care about you… Don’t give in to despair, please! How are you feeling today?
I guess it would matter to some people that’s why I’m here. I feel a little weird today I thought I would be alone again soon but my boyfriend wants to marry me. I’m 15 he’s almost 19. I did not think anyone would want to marry a girl with a bunch of scars. I’m also freaked out I’m only 15.
Even if you’ve got scars… you are beautiful to him, Sam. And I guess he loves you… But it’s too early to think about marriage, dear. You’re too young… But I guess, if he loves you he’ll stay by your side no matter what… and he’ll wait… Tell me… since you’re only 15, you’re still in highschool, right?
Yes I’m in highschool. I know it’s to early to think about marriage.
hey hun, well if he loves you then he would stay by yourside and wait till you finish college(: does he knoe about the scars and all?