Is it just me? Whenever I try to reach out for any kind of human interaction it backfires. Why does no one want to be my friend? Right now I feel like I’m worth nothing. The people around me don’t care about what I’m going through. Everyone thinks I’m okay. No one ever notices how much I’m hurting. It’s so hard to keep living. My heart aches in my chest from pain and sadness, and I want to try and cry to soothe myself, but I’ve cried so much these past few days that no tears are coming to my eyes today. I feel suicidal again. It’s getting harder every time. It’s getting lonelier, scarier and I’m just sadder ever day. I try to do other things. I want to, but I can’t. When will it end? When I die, maybe…
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man……….i know that feeling…..i know how hard it is to deal with the pain when there’s no one around to say its gonna get better. I think my loneliness and my grim out-look will be my downfall. I truly do wish you well……regardless of what path you choose to take.
Same here. I also wonder why no one want to get to know and be friends with me.
I cried the past days and have headaches now. I try and try but it doesn’t get easier. The pain suck so much. Don’t know when it will end but we need to fight this.
I hope you will feel better soon. *Huuug*
@ Tardiss
You could attend a Dr Who convention. You’d get to make lots of friends.
@ Soft Falling Rain: Thanks! Unfortunately there’s no such thing where I live.