Sometime I wonder why my friends bother to spend time with me at all. It’s like they come to hang out with each other in front of me but not hang out with me. It’s like I’m not here at all. I’m so sick of being invisible. I wish that I didn’t want to be noticed. I wish that I could be content to be by myself. Why must we have this desire to be with other people? It’s tortuous.
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You got to push your place for involvement. It might be that your lack of involvement from the group is an accepted position. It may be that you might need to forget about yourself when you are with them and instead focus on their course of conversation.