Even my love, the one person I always count on to be there to catch me, is sick of me.
“I didn’t mean to ruin everything.”
“I know. Â But it happened anyway.”
I
Know
I’m
Useless!
You dont have to remind me!
I haven’t cut in over 5 months but I want to. Â I’ve wanted to stop starving myself but maybe if I keep losing weight he’ll find me lovely enough to keep.
I don’t give my heart away lightly. Â Please don’t break it…
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If that is what love is, I hope I never fall in love with someone.
Why be in a relationship if you can’t keep your emotions in check?
I bet you’re a pain to be around.
Because it’s all about this dude that pulls at your heart strings.
And he’s placing blame on you?
He seems very childish. He’s certainly not a man if he doesn’t sense responsibility.
Why is he the center of your life?
I’m sure your friends probably miss you right now.
– Not the my world revolves around him you.
Find a spatula and put some space between you guys.
Do everybody a favor.
Thanks. Thanks so fucking much. That’s such a great idea, distance myself from the one person who can convince me not to off myself when I want to most, and not to hurt myself when I want to most. I’m sure that will lead to a really healthy change in lifestyle.
And YES, I probably am a pain to be around and I KNOW THAT and I thank him all the time for putting up with the bullshit. But you know what? I try. I try so fucking hard to be normal and not to annoy people and to not be the girl who hates herself all the time, and thats all I can do.
Fuck you.