i don’t want to be on this planet. I don’t want to be alive. to live. to breath. I’m so tired of feeling powerless and having no one be there for me. the people that were supposed to teach and guide me never did. they just gave me more reasons to feel fractured then what we all have set up for us already. her voice sends shivers through me. it makes me so angry to hear her talk so lightly when there is much to be done. she just doesn’t care at all. i know you cant change people. i’m just on an endless loop. that’s all my life will ever be. same things over and over and over and over and over. If i could kill myself i would. even if what happened with death wasn’t any better id rather be there. i cant take this much longer. i’ve already given up on myself like everyone else has. i just cant escape.
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If I may ask, how old are you?