“When did you start feeling this way?” she asked.
I had to think a bit. When did it start? At what point did I say ‘Fuck it! I want to die.’? At what point did I give up…
“Well?” She said eagerly. She seemed to have fun, asking me questions. Hearing the deadly truth. Hearing what life annd reality was like behind dark and empty eyes.
“Answer me. When?”
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When I realized I’m not happy and probably never will be. Why go through a lifetime of pain and suffering just to die anyway, why delay the inevitable just to suffer more than I have to
Latent suicidality: 11 years ago; exacerbated death wish culminated 3 years ago. My reasons are irrelevant to strangers.
July 21, 2012. Well, sort of. Technically it was November 30, 2012.
And before that, it was at scattered periods throughout my life that didn’t amount to anything. …just like me! Har har.
[I like these. Like “question of the day” for the world’s rejects :D]
@SadBk; I just wanna say hi to you for now. 🙂
for me it was back in early 2008. idk why I’m still here now that it is 2013
@Umbra_Uroboros Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hun!
@SadBk ..yeah, I like writing these
@*~I am hope~*; I also happen to like your posts. ☆
@SadBk; To show courtesy to the OP, I’d rather not hijack this thread (⌒‿‿⌒) You’ll hear from me soon, so TC!
Am I alive to begin with? How can I die when I’m not alive? Technically, if I die, my lifeline will be returned to its default position.
Forsaken1–AMEN!!!!!!
@Iowagirl- I think that’s the point of life, ya know the answer to why are we here. We are here to suffer to see how much shit we can take until our minds or bodies go. And for those of us that choose suicide are the ones that skip the bullshit and go on our terms
Forsaken1, you’re my new hero!
Iowa, I’m no hero just speak my mind