today was better.
this whole week has been awful. i get scared everytime someone laughs, or tries to talk to me, or even looks at me.
today i forced myself to be more confident and it was so hard, but by the end of the day, i wasnt even thinking about it. i talked to the guy i like and people seemed nicer to me. maybe if i make myself act this everyday, it will just become part of my personality.
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It really is a good thing to see that someone is being happy. Hope all is well for you
A friend of mine, who has been quite successful (married rich, always moving upward), told me something one day that I haven’t been able to do myself due to my nature.
She was forced (and I do mean forced) by her mother to pretend like everyone she met was a best friend or someone she highly respected even if she couldn’t stand them or stand talking to them. And to keep up that act at whatever the cost. I’ve seen her do it multiple times and like I said – she’s successful in almost everything she does.
As an addendum, there are exceptions of course. If you meet unsavory individuals or people that are not going to be a positive influence in your life, then don’t bother with them.