For me, Hope is a terrible thing.  Hope makes me believe that somehow, things will get better.  But, nothing ever gets better.  It just keeps getting worse.Â
I wish I had no more Hope.   Without Hope, I could end all this pain and sorrow.Â
I hope that one day, I will have no Hope.
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I get what you are saying. sometimes it feels more useful to stay with the hopelessness then fabricating a bunch of false hopes. at least the pain is real, as unbearable as it is.
You have another hope too – you hope that dying will make things better. There’s no guarantee that it would.