I decided my suicide date is going to be 6.28.13 (June 28). I’m probably going to just take some pills, but I’m not forsure yet. Im just worthless, stupid, ugly, fat, Im nothing. Im useless to the world. I have no one anymore..
I have no one too but still I’m too afraid to do it. If I was living in your country or in your town I would gladly hang out with you and perhaps we could have helped each other with our sadness and loneliness. Don’t you think so?
hey d is light
can you find a way to hang on for someone or something else than self? I ask that because I have 3 kids that have kept me, for the last 2 years, from ending it. I have been in this wood chipper for 10 years but actively suicidal for 2. I have woke each morning saying “today I will do it”. Every minute is a fight. No one gets it really! Just take a walk, get some sun, bla bla bla. Lost will to live. Fucking inner critic runs the show.
I KNOW AND YOU KNOW THAT WE HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO WIN. LETTING SOME GHOST DRIVE US TO KILL OURSELVES IS NORIGHT.
E mail anytime if you would like to find a way to hang on. noducks007@yahoo.com
Peace
Jim
Just taking pills is unlikely to kill you, you are more likely to end up in the hospital getting your stomach pumped. The truly lethal stuff like ******** is hard to come by. If you are serious about wanting to die pills probably will not achieve that for you.
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You’re not worthless. And you have someone. Us.
I have no one too but still I’m too afraid to do it. If I was living in your country or in your town I would gladly hang out with you and perhaps we could have helped each other with our sadness and loneliness. Don’t you think so?
dont you have the survival instinct? how do you over come it?`your not worthles… but i know how you feel 🙁
Thank you c: ♥
hey d is light
can you find a way to hang on for someone or something else than self? I ask that because I have 3 kids that have kept me, for the last 2 years, from ending it. I have been in this wood chipper for 10 years but actively suicidal for 2. I have woke each morning saying “today I will do it”. Every minute is a fight. No one gets it really! Just take a walk, get some sun, bla bla bla. Lost will to live. Fucking inner critic runs the show.
I KNOW AND YOU KNOW THAT WE HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO WIN. LETTING SOME GHOST DRIVE US TO KILL OURSELVES IS NORIGHT.
E mail anytime if you would like to find a way to hang on.
noducks007@yahoo.com
Peace
Jim
Not Right!! Sorry
Just taking pills is unlikely to kill you, you are more likely to end up in the hospital getting your stomach pumped. The truly lethal stuff like ******** is hard to come by. If you are serious about wanting to die pills probably will not achieve that for you.