seriously? fuck you.

My grandfather is the only solid person I have left in my life. He’s old and can’t leave the house so I run his errands for him. He gave me money the other day to get us breakfast and I forgot to pick him up something else that I said I would get later. I was at a friends house that night and had almost 40 bucks in my wallet that someone stole. I just told my grandfather that my money got stolen and he said “Yeah, nice excuse. You are starting to sound like a dope addict.” LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! I have  no clue where that even came from and he knows for a fact that I would NEVER do anything like that. He knows how hard I’ve had it watching my sister and my best friend get addicted to pills and watching them ruin their lives. I’m just so hurt by his comment I don’t know what to do. I got my senior yearbook today and I was gonna show him my senior picture but he made that comment and I stormed out of his room and told him I would talk to him later. He says I could’ve told him sooner because it happened almost a week ago but I’ve been really busy lately with mother’s day, and my graduation, and I have last minute projects and finals to finish before the end of next week. I just cannot believe he would say that to me. I’m beyond hurt and I have no one to turn to. I don’t want to tell my parents because they’ll get pissed off at him and yell at him and he doesn’t deserve that. God, I can’t express how frustrated I am. And now he’s calling me and telling me that he was being petty and that I should come back to his room. Fuck.