i would have never thought that my own father would put his soon to be wife and soon to be step kids before his own daughter.
i also would have never thought that my own father would tell me to drop dead.
im pretty sure tonight is the night where i end it all. im not loved, im not cared for and i honestly think im a waste of a person. im done with everything and everyone. i really cant deal with the hurting anymore. Â ive been hurting for way to long.
please dont tell me that it will get better, because it hasnt and it wont.
im gone.
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Please don’t. There is stuff that can be done to get you into a better situation. Know how? YOU are in control of the situation, if you are not happy, change it. Don’t know how?
If you don’t like living with your father and your new family, could you stay with a relative? Talk to your school counselor, or a trusted adult. Maybe you would get put into foster care, which of course can still be risky, but it can also be good. Don’t give up. You still have a long road ahead of you sweetheart, keep your chin up and and fake a smile til it’s real.