Yeah I was right it only gets worse. Bad stuff after bad stuff. I’m really tired of all of this. I just want out. My suicide attempt failed and I really wish I was dead. I don’t see why it has to be this way. I was born dysfunctional. I’m never been this disappointed. I regret what I did and I have 2 felony’s. How fucking great wonder how I’m gonna get a job next year. I think I will not wake up tomorrow.  Well I hope this try works.