What’s the point

I used to feel exactly like you, but then I learned that sometimes it takes awhile to learn your true purpose in life. At one point in my life, I thought I didn’t serve a purpose in life, nor would I ever. The only reasonable explanation I could find for me being here was to fulfill everyone’s happiness through my pain due to the fact that I was tortured for 7 years. I thought no one would miss/notice/care if I was gone, I questioned my existence. I’d find myself believing even my parents had wished that I wasn’t born, but that wasn’t the case. I didn’t do anything special. I can’t sing or dance to save my life. I don’t do sports anymore. I can play, but I choose not to.
My point here is that you don’t know your purpose yet, but you will soon enough. It may take awhile, but you’ll know eventually. Stay strong! Don’t give up! Your life is too precious to throw it all away! lmL