Hey I read all your posts about your girlfriend leaving you and I’m going through the same thing right now I was with her for almost 3 years I was planning on marrying her she made me the happiest person on earth and then she decided to just throw away everything…I begged and begged her to stay I tried everything but she wouldn’t budge she made her choice and when I realized I couldn’t have her anymore I snapped I cried and screamed and her mom even called the police to come to my house because I threatened to kill myself, they came to my house and took me to a hospital. I still grieve everyday over her and like you I also try to hate her but I can’t I also found out she already has another boyfriend. It’s a sickening feeling to know she doesn’t want me anymore she even told me she hated me…so i know what your going through and if you’d like to talk I’m here for you