ive gone for so long without slicing my skin. but the feeling of want has come yet again. i stare at the metal for hours on end. I dont want to smile. I cannot pretend. I swear the sadness is eating my soul. ive been made empty. no longer whole. ive gone for so long without slicing my skin. the feeling of want has come yet again..how long until i relapse again… (Psycho)