I am here today coz i’m feeling lonely and sad… not reached the depths of depression yet…. but i have started falling again. what do you do when you know you can open up to someone who will help you out of the muck that you are in but you just cant call out to that person coz you dont want to be a burden or coz your friend is too busy…
i don’t know… just sit and wait for life to pass on… i know i don’t have the guts to kill myself, at least not right now… and i dont know what i should do anyways…. dreaming about things never help….whatever… i am so tired…. just hope things will turn out to be bearable….
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You find someone to open up to. Like this website, this is where I go when I don’t want to be a burden to my loved ones. Somehow putting the words down and saying what bothers me even though it’s not specifically directed at anyone helps me. My friends will always say I’m not a burden but I feel it too, that’s why I come here. As someone who has attempted suicide I’ll say it wasn’t the answer for me, if anything it only caused more problems. So keep reaching out and fighting.
totally. just sit and wait for life to pass. I get that completely. I sleep a lot. That really passes time, and clean. love would be nice, i have cats, they’re great. but yeah, just sit and wait. it’s good to do good works though, so maybe you could write letters to children in cancer wards or something, that may be a good use of your time.
i have cats too… five of them… now i really can’t afford to keep so many… and in my neighbourhood people hate cats…i am not sure what will happen to them, the cats i mean. and yes i will try being a little more compassionate… thanks for the suggestion.