Fuck this.

I spend all fucking week trying to pray someone is ok and hasn’t attempted, and when the weekends are the only chance to know. Then, after making everything seem fine she always gets all suicidal at the weekends. So basically I have torment all week.

And nobody seems to care about me. They do at first but after that? No. They stop talking and don’t seem to care to ask how I am after that, regardless of how much goes on in their lives. Ugh I’m getting sick of this shit.