That’s it I’m giving up there’s no benefit from being here the only thing I do well is screw up so I’ve decided to kill myself before I fuck up again so I say goodbye.
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What happened KitKat? Do you have a plan?
i understand
fcking up does suck. Especially when I should have known better. I decided to try to give myself 1 full year since by biggest fck up of my life. I hope things get better by early Sept or I’ll probably give up. So I think I understand.
I’d like to hear more though about your situation…what lead you to this point.
Well I guess I should tell someone. See about a week ago I got arrested and its turned everything upside down and I know I fucked up but feel like with all the bullshit that’s been happening I just keep getting punished for it. Worse than that I disappointed my loved ones and I just don’t want to ever do that again and so I feel like the best way to keep me from ever fucking up again is to die. I don’t know maybe I’m just being stupid but I just keep reliving getting arrested over and over again everyday I wake up I know it might sound silly but it was my first offense I never thought I’d get arrested once I just don’t know what I’ve become. I don’t know so many things have been happening lately you probably think I’m just trying to run from everything.