Is your joke still funny when you see my scars?
Is your joke still funny when you see my tears?
When you see me wish for death?
when you see me in so much pain?
Is it still funny when all i think about is ways of dying?
When i wanna just kill myself?
when you know it was all your fault?
when you know that you pushed me over that line?
That it was your fault i cut out my veins?
when it was your fault i overdosed?
when you know it was your fault i put that rope over my neck?
Is your joke still funny when you see me basically dead but still breathing?
when i dont eat because of you?
when im making myself mentally insane?
when im having a mental battle with myself?
when all i want is to never wake up and see tomorrow?
when i end up in that state where im just a shell?
Is your joke STILL funny when you know that i died?
Is your joke STILL funny when you know it was all because of that stupid tiny “harmless” little joke?
IS YOUR JOKE STILL FUNNY AFTER ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING?!
IS YOUR JOKE STILL FUNNY WHEN YOU KNOW YOU DID THIS AND YOU BASICALLY WERE THE ONE THAT KILLED ME?!
Then please, explain to me the fucking punchline because i dont find funny, AT. ALL.
1 comment
i know you probably are not looking for feed back, but i want to say that everything you CHOOSE to do is not always another fault. they may have pushed and pushed and pushed until you contemplated the idea, but they do not tighten the noose or feed you the pills.
and its not always the persons fault for how you take certain situations. but seeing as i lack the full story im going to say im not backing defending or supporting them. i just see where your writing may look a little angry so i wanted to leave you a thought.
we dont always know other people, there maybe things in that persons past or present that wear them down and they may or may not be suicidal also.
we fail to understand the people around us. maybe you should try and talk things out with this person.