Peace, Happiness & Love

That’s all I want in life.  I’m not asking for a lot- not asking to be rich and famous and have lots of frivolous and meaningless stuff.  All I’ve ever wanted since I was 7 was to have peace, happiness and love in my life.  Why is that too much to ask for?

I’ve had such a hard life.  I’ve been such a good person and I DESERVE those 3 things.  But no- why is life so cruel to me?  I’ve had nothing but pain in my life.  It’s just not fair.  And honestly, I really can’t take this pain and endless suffering anymore.  SO much bad sh*t keeps happening to me.  It’s like I’m cursed.  Except I haven’t done anything wrong, other than existing.  But perhaps me simply existing is wrong.

I never asked to be brought into this harsh world, to suffer a life of endless pain and torment.  I wish there was a viable solution (aside from me ceasing to exist).