They say life never gives us more than we can handle, but whether you believe that or not is up to you.
Just a warning: suicide is a tricky, tricky thing that looks far easier than it is. If you choose hanging, you can end up strangling yourself, blue and twitching for what seems like an eternity, rather than a clean, ‘easy’ break. When you take pills, you often wake up with what feels like the flu, if not in a puddle of vomit or in the hospital. Drowning is full of panic, not a fun way to go. I know I listed only three methods, but I can go on, if you wish.
Cant hang takes to long, have already tryed pills, and downding takes to long…. my parents r really protective and worry about me a lot so it has to be quick and quiet
I’ve always thought that whoever said “life never gives you more than you can handle” was either a liar or an idiot. 😉 If that were even remotely true, there would not be as many suicides as there are. However, suicidechick, suicide isn’t an easy road, not for you and not for your loved ones. You will probably suffer an exquisite amount of agony as addressed by nevermore above. IF you manage to succeed, which a great number of suicides simply do not, then your parents, those people who love you so much that they are really protective and worry about you like crazy, they will find your cold lifeless corpse and it will destroy their lives. I have read your other posts and you sound like a caring, talented person with a sensitive heart, it also sounds like you have some people in your life that are making your life a hell of a lot harder than it needs to be. Reach out to the people that obviously care about you and cut those toxic people out, if you can. I can tell that you are a very strong person who has faced a lot of problems. You can get through this.
Thanks and I’ve tried taking out everyone whom r toxic to me. But now its court ordered to spend time with my mother. She has been the main person to make my life hell.
If life never gave anyone more than they could handle, murder and genocide would be impossible. It would be impossible for any person to end another person’s life. I mean, unless you want to get pedantic and claim that “life” isn’t giving those people that, but rather, “man” is.
The person who said “life never gives you more than you can handle,” had apparently forgotten that almost everyone in this world needs help from others, ergo, “more than you (alone) can handle.”
Very few people are ever perfectly fine with zero help from anyone, while also fully capable of handling everything that comes their way.
You know what i can’t handle? The time limit. Life gave me a limit, and someday i will die, and will no longer be alive. I would say that qualifies as “giving me more than i can handle,” because it is impossible for me to live forever.
I feel that statement has been adequately defeated, at this point.
pills r very slow, they saved me twice, even wrist cutting. i’m planning to hang myself, it needs maximum 10 minutes for full body & brain death. when i jump off the stool, the rope will squeeze my neck & block the arteries feeding the brain, i’ll pass out & die in peace.
this needs some preparing: i’ll send kids to my sister, lock the doors, committing at midnight so nobody will find till next morning at least, put on nice wear, i’ll wear my purple satin rayon nighty in which my husband fucked me perfectly in it.
i think that pills r 4 those who really dont want to die, just want to be found in suicide pose, so whats ur decision?
as u love pain, why dont u try to stab your tummy? it’ll be very painful & romantic death. shoot yourself between your naked boobs, they’ll find u in a very tragic shape. many females like to show their beauty when commit suicide, so do u.
One of these days, I’m pretty sure I’m going to have a psychotic break and start hunting sadistic people with some blunt instrument which I will use to splatter their brains all over the pavement.
ah, but would it still be “psychotic,” if you’ve consciously decided to hunt people who enjoy hurting others?
Deciding to hunt people who enjoy hurting others… seems quite rational, to me, and not “psychotic” at all. Illegal, perhaps, but not psychotic.
It’s a noble yet frightening idea… that of reserving your sadism for the sadists.
You’d make a likeable, relatable, vigilante/villain.
Although, i would recommend a more economical means of deliverance. Blunt instruments take quite a lot of energy to use in the way you indicated. I doubt enraged skull-smashing would be an efficient and indefinitely sustainable use of energy. Better to find something that can be repeated indefinitely without exhaustion. I have some ideas in that regard… but i’ve already said too much.
It is a moral dilemma to want to cause suffering to those who cause suffering to others – it’s like jumping in the mud with the hogs after complaining about how filthy they are. Rather, I want to try to be what I value in others, of myself – that’s why I think it’d take a psychotic break for me to do such hunting. Haha..
Also, I think the term, “psychotic” is grossly misunderstood these days… it’s just a state of intense anger/irritability/anxiety – heightened arousal. There’s nothing about it that demands it should be completely irrational – in fact, it could have fantasized elements built into how an episode plays out, almost by definition. Sadistic people make me quite angry, so it’s only natural to think, if I were to have a psychotic break, they’d probably be at the top of my list of targets. 😉
When I was a teenager I HATED my mom. She never supported me and we fought all the time. When I got older she got less crazy so I understand what it is like. You can’t get away from her but try to avoid her if possible. 🙂 I read your posts because I was worried about you after reading this post. I can tell you are talented by your writing style and your poem, you express yourself very well and seem like you have a very sensitive heart.
I can’t avoid my mom because its court ordered for me to spend time with her. You don’t even know me that much and u worry about me. Well that’s just fucking great I would seriously. Hate to be my bff right now knowing all this. And u read my poem? Not the best thing I’ve ever writen but writing is what I do to get everything out.
You may be stuck living with her but can you hide out in your room as much as possible, hang out with friends, do stuff to get out of the house (go on walks, run to the store)? Yeah, I’m worried about you. I was in about the same place and I was pretty serious about it when I was your age so I know to worry. 😉
I live in the middle of no where with no car. My mom wont let me be alone for more then 15 min because of my multiple suicide attempts and my isolation problem…. not aloud to spend time with friends when im at her house ethier
That sucks. 🙁 How on Earth do they expect you to get feeling better with no car, no friends, and no independence? Christ! Do they read your e-mail and track your internet traffic too? 😉
Hmmm, that gives me an idea. Do you start high school in your area when you are a freshman or a sophomore (it’s different everywhere)? Maybe you could do some after school sport or club. It would give you some time away from home (a little freedom) and you could meet people that are positive, and your parents would probably be cool with it because it is a school thing. Drama club is great because it gives you a break from being you, I know that sounds weird but anyone who has been suicidal understands exactly why it is sometimes nice to get our of your own life for a little while and it is a hell of a lot of fun anyway. 🙂 Just a thought. What do you think?
My mom would complain and get mad at me because it wouldn’t fit her schedule and she would have to drive more because I wanted to do sports…. it also hard for me to do a lot of physical exercise at once due to my uncontrolled asthma.
That’s why drama would be nice, got asthma? No problem! I wish I lived around you, I’d give you a freaking ride from school. Geez. Can you talk to her and tell her it is important to you to be able to do something (anything)? Is she receptive to any conversation?
My dad will listen to me ya. There’s nothing I can do tho because we went to court for custody stuff. They gave us our aweser and I can’t really change it.
We can do it together, I slit my wrist once and it took too long so I was found and rushed to a hospital, then I did a drug od once again I was found but was very very close to death, it was pretty horrible, so I am also thinking of a good way to go this time. If I can get access to firearm that will be my next and final attempt.
have you heard of the book the peaceful pill? oh, by the way – I am totally with you on the whole comfy thing! I’m signing out in my zebra onesie… can’t get any comfier than that!
Why not just go out in the middle of the woods with a bottle of alcohol and pills or with a gun that’s in your house. If you do decide to kill yourself its not going to be easy there is no easy way out. Life is hard and so is dying.
I understand your comment, (Stating that life and death are equally hard.) But try not to give them more ideas on killing/harming themselves. Thank you for helping as well.
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…sorry, question to a question, annoying I know.
Just to much for me to handle
Can’t offer suggestions, but certainly understand how you feel!
They say life never gives us more than we can handle, but whether you believe that or not is up to you.
Just a warning: suicide is a tricky, tricky thing that looks far easier than it is. If you choose hanging, you can end up strangling yourself, blue and twitching for what seems like an eternity, rather than a clean, ‘easy’ break. When you take pills, you often wake up with what feels like the flu, if not in a puddle of vomit or in the hospital. Drowning is full of panic, not a fun way to go. I know I listed only three methods, but I can go on, if you wish.
Cant hang takes to long, have already tryed pills, and downding takes to long…. my parents r really protective and worry about me a lot so it has to be quick and quiet
I’ve always thought that whoever said “life never gives you more than you can handle” was either a liar or an idiot. 😉 If that were even remotely true, there would not be as many suicides as there are. However, suicidechick, suicide isn’t an easy road, not for you and not for your loved ones. You will probably suffer an exquisite amount of agony as addressed by nevermore above. IF you manage to succeed, which a great number of suicides simply do not, then your parents, those people who love you so much that they are really protective and worry about you like crazy, they will find your cold lifeless corpse and it will destroy their lives. I have read your other posts and you sound like a caring, talented person with a sensitive heart, it also sounds like you have some people in your life that are making your life a hell of a lot harder than it needs to be. Reach out to the people that obviously care about you and cut those toxic people out, if you can. I can tell that you are a very strong person who has faced a lot of problems. You can get through this.
Thanks and I’ve tried taking out everyone whom r toxic to me. But now its court ordered to spend time with my mother. She has been the main person to make my life hell.
Y have u read all my posts? How can u tell if im talented or just anouther ordanary person?
If life never gave anyone more than they could handle, murder and genocide would be impossible. It would be impossible for any person to end another person’s life. I mean, unless you want to get pedantic and claim that “life” isn’t giving those people that, but rather, “man” is.
The person who said “life never gives you more than you can handle,” had apparently forgotten that almost everyone in this world needs help from others, ergo, “more than you (alone) can handle.”
Very few people are ever perfectly fine with zero help from anyone, while also fully capable of handling everything that comes their way.
You know what i can’t handle? The time limit. Life gave me a limit, and someday i will die, and will no longer be alive. I would say that qualifies as “giving me more than i can handle,” because it is impossible for me to live forever.
I feel that statement has been adequately defeated, at this point.
Life has givij everyone a time limit and I feel like life is only giving me a few more weeks
pills r very slow, they saved me twice, even wrist cutting. i’m planning to hang myself, it needs maximum 10 minutes for full body & brain death. when i jump off the stool, the rope will squeeze my neck & block the arteries feeding the brain, i’ll pass out & die in peace.
this needs some preparing: i’ll send kids to my sister, lock the doors, committing at midnight so nobody will find till next morning at least, put on nice wear, i’ll wear my purple satin rayon nighty in which my husband fucked me perfectly in it.
i think that pills r 4 those who really dont want to die, just want to be found in suicide pose, so whats ur decision?
I’ve done pills and just ended up in a treatment center. I want to die and I don’t want my family to know. Idk how I can pukk it off tho.
as u love pain, why dont u try to stab your tummy? it’ll be very painful & romantic death. shoot yourself between your naked boobs, they’ll find u in a very tragic shape. many females like to show their beauty when commit suicide, so do u.
That’s a load of shit. I would much rather be in sweats and and sweat shirt and die confy
One of these days, I’m pretty sure I’m going to have a psychotic break and start hunting sadistic people with some blunt instrument which I will use to splatter their brains all over the pavement.
That just remindes me of the walking dead
ah, but would it still be “psychotic,” if you’ve consciously decided to hunt people who enjoy hurting others?
Deciding to hunt people who enjoy hurting others… seems quite rational, to me, and not “psychotic” at all. Illegal, perhaps, but not psychotic.
It’s a noble yet frightening idea… that of reserving your sadism for the sadists.
You’d make a likeable, relatable, vigilante/villain.
Although, i would recommend a more economical means of deliverance. Blunt instruments take quite a lot of energy to use in the way you indicated. I doubt enraged skull-smashing would be an efficient and indefinitely sustainable use of energy. Better to find something that can be repeated indefinitely without exhaustion. I have some ideas in that regard… but i’ve already said too much.
It is a moral dilemma to want to cause suffering to those who cause suffering to others – it’s like jumping in the mud with the hogs after complaining about how filthy they are. Rather, I want to try to be what I value in others, of myself – that’s why I think it’d take a psychotic break for me to do such hunting. Haha..
Also, I think the term, “psychotic” is grossly misunderstood these days… it’s just a state of intense anger/irritability/anxiety – heightened arousal. There’s nothing about it that demands it should be completely irrational – in fact, it could have fantasized elements built into how an episode plays out, almost by definition. Sadistic people make me quite angry, so it’s only natural to think, if I were to have a psychotic break, they’d probably be at the top of my list of targets. 😉
Hah, good point.
It’s hard to fight monsters without becoming one. And when you gaze into the abyss…
I agree ^^^
But still.. Don’t kill yourself < @anyone
p.s.- don't hurt others even if they deserve it. Self defense is ok though
Ok ppl I feel like we r starting to talk about the walking dead no lie
When I was a teenager I HATED my mom. She never supported me and we fought all the time. When I got older she got less crazy so I understand what it is like. You can’t get away from her but try to avoid her if possible. 🙂 I read your posts because I was worried about you after reading this post. I can tell you are talented by your writing style and your poem, you express yourself very well and seem like you have a very sensitive heart.
I can’t avoid my mom because its court ordered for me to spend time with her. You don’t even know me that much and u worry about me. Well that’s just fucking great I would seriously. Hate to be my bff right now knowing all this. And u read my poem? Not the best thing I’ve ever writen but writing is what I do to get everything out.
You may be stuck living with her but can you hide out in your room as much as possible, hang out with friends, do stuff to get out of the house (go on walks, run to the store)? Yeah, I’m worried about you. I was in about the same place and I was pretty serious about it when I was your age so I know to worry. 😉
I live in the middle of no where with no car. My mom wont let me be alone for more then 15 min because of my multiple suicide attempts and my isolation problem…. not aloud to spend time with friends when im at her house ethier
That sucks. 🙁 How on Earth do they expect you to get feeling better with no car, no friends, and no independence? Christ! Do they read your e-mail and track your internet traffic too? 😉
Actually they look at my internet, texts and everything in my life… I have no privacy
I have to change my passwords all the time to keep some stuff private
That is horrible. How far away are you from 18 (and freedom)?
4 years
Hmmm, that gives me an idea. Do you start high school in your area when you are a freshman or a sophomore (it’s different everywhere)? Maybe you could do some after school sport or club. It would give you some time away from home (a little freedom) and you could meet people that are positive, and your parents would probably be cool with it because it is a school thing. Drama club is great because it gives you a break from being you, I know that sounds weird but anyone who has been suicidal understands exactly why it is sometimes nice to get our of your own life for a little while and it is a hell of a lot of fun anyway. 🙂 Just a thought. What do you think?
My mom would complain and get mad at me because it wouldn’t fit her schedule and she would have to drive more because I wanted to do sports…. it also hard for me to do a lot of physical exercise at once due to my uncontrolled asthma.
That’s why drama would be nice, got asthma? No problem! I wish I lived around you, I’d give you a freaking ride from school. Geez. Can you talk to her and tell her it is important to you to be able to do something (anything)? Is she receptive to any conversation?
She wont listen to me at all
Well that is suck. What about your Dad? Is there anyone else you can get through to?
My dad will listen to me ya. There’s nothing I can do tho because we went to court for custody stuff. They gave us our aweser and I can’t really change it.
We can do it together, I slit my wrist once and it took too long so I was found and rushed to a hospital, then I did a drug od once again I was found but was very very close to death, it was pretty horrible, so I am also thinking of a good way to go this time. If I can get access to firearm that will be my next and final attempt.
I have lots of guns in my house
have you heard of the book the peaceful pill? oh, by the way – I am totally with you on the whole comfy thing! I’m signing out in my zebra onesie… can’t get any comfier than that!
No
Will your Mom listen to your Dad if she won’t listen to you? Do they get along at all?
No and no
Why not just go out in the middle of the woods with a bottle of alcohol and pills or with a gun that’s in your house. If you do decide to kill yourself its not going to be easy there is no easy way out. Life is hard and so is dying.
My family constintly checks on me at night
Why do you want to die?
My life sucks
I understand your comment, (Stating that life and death are equally hard.) But try not to give them more ideas on killing/harming themselves. Thank you for helping as well.