Well, i feel really depressed and i don’t know what to do right now. I wanna burn myself or cut or purge. i looked in the mirror and now i cant stand myself. I hate my body i fucking hate it! im so tired of being big im tired of thinking this is how i look, fat, ugly, disgusting, unattractive im just.. fuck.. i don’t know. i just don’t wanna be this weight…
OH *adding on* i left the room for a second and i come back in and my brothers friend was reading this post.. fucking invasive
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speaking from a superficial, male point of view, you look pretty good. “unattractive”, “fat”, “ugly”, and “disgusting” are not words that come up when looking at that picture.
Well thank you, but to me they do i cant stand how i look every time i look in the mirror it ruins my day
i agree with raincloudz.
There is nothing apparently unattractive about that picture… except for the fact that you seem to think it is.
Nothing wrong with being “thick.” It’s not everyone’s preference, but lots of guys like that (and probably some girls too?). Most just want you to be healthy and available, interesting and interested, and like them for who they are.
Right now, stop what you’re doing and go listen to “Kiss” by Prince.
it started playing hey there dehlia..(excuse my spelling, cant see through my tears.)
whoa now. whats with these tears? whats up?
Just not wanting to be here.. the feeling is coming more and more.
honestly, you have no reason to feel self-conscious with a body like that. if you want to feel healthy without hurting yourself take up cardio. its fast, easy, effective with dedication, and its always nice seeing a hot girls running in a sports bra and nike shorts. its a win-win for everyone.
i cant. i have chronic migraines so im always in pain to the point i cant leave the house
Speaking from a dispassionate, asexual point of view, honestly… you really don’t look overweight, fat, ugly, etc… to me, from what you’ve shown in that pic. You look rather athletic, even. Like clevername mentioned – I always thought it was more important to be healthy, interesting, and interested, as well. That counts for a lot more in the long-run of a relationship. That’s what I see and think, though, and I know it’s harder to feel that way. 🙁
damn, sorry to hear. i have a friend like that. she pops excedrin like the’yre tic tacs. does it keep you from sleeping?
Yes it does. i have 9 bottles of pills i take everyday i refuse to take them bc they dont work and i hate pills.
what are they for?
depression anxiety migraines(mostly)
Join the club..
Join the club..
I’m guessing they are for attention!
I’m sorry undeadarmy, I totally understand if you delete these comments, I wouldn’t blame you. Hope you feel better.
You really think they are for attention? i dont cut for attention i do it because it gives me relief from my depression if you dont like my posts then just go away. im so tired of being judged by people who dont even fucking know me
Sorry for being a prick. I know you don’t just want attention, and I was referring to the pills, but never mind that.
I relate with the cutting. There was a point where hurting myself was all I had too.
Hope you feel better