You know what is just HILARIOUS? Please allow me to share.
What’s hilarious is when you are dating a guy and your guy best friend fucks your boyfriend.
What’s hilarious is when they both lie to you about it and hide it from you.
What is really fucking hilarious is when you find out, and your friend starts crying.
What’s even more hilarious is when you try to leave your boyfriend after it and do nothing but cry and cut the next week.
What is just fucking hysterical is when you have so much self hatred that you believe that no one could ever love you, and your now-ex is the only one who ever would.
What’s hilarious is when you go running back to him even though you hate yourself for it and all you can picture is him holding your friend the way he holds you and touching him the way he touches you.
What’s hilarious is when your boyfriend swears his regret and assures you he wll never even speak to hm again.
What’s hilarious is that you believed him.
What’s hilarious is when, several weeks later, you are visiting your boyfriend when your friend calls him.
What’s hilarious is that this is all somehow your fault, and you have lost your group of friends because of this.
What’s hilarious is that all of your old friends chose your friends’ side over yours.
What’s hilarious is how this makes you cry every night and lie with scars upon your wrists.
What is more hilarious than all of this?
I am still with my boyfriend…
And I cannot make myself unlove him.
Let’s have a good laugh, everyone.
8 comments
thats all very hilarious in a sadomasochistic way. that’s gruesome. as somebody who was recently betrayed by a lover I know how you feel. Also the self hate for going back to them. its rough. the fact that it was two guys puts an interesting twist on a time tested story. I dont hear about that happening too often. the key here is to believe that somebody will love you and not treat you this way in the future. or else you’re going to stay with him out of quasi love for him/ fear of being forever alone.
I’ve tried so hard to leave him but I can’t make myself do it.
I can’t laugh, i’m so shocked. i’m speechless. I really feel sorry for you, going thru it..aghh i can’t even imagine.
I hope that you can become strong enough to tell them goodbye once and for all.
Lots of peace.
Do yourself a favor and go. He’s only going to lose respect for you the longer you stay and most likely it will continue to happen. People don’t change that fast.
yeah i agree with killswitchon. ive been in love with someone that i wish i didnt. what worked for me was just tearing myself apart from that person entirely. it hurt for a while but in the long run it worked. im a little happier now and i havent talked or seen them in over two years or have any desire to. it works but you have to commit yourself to it. eventually youll forget how you felt for them.
yeah i agree with killswitchon. ive been in love with someone that i wish i didnt. what worked for me was just tearing myself apart from that person entirely. it hurt for a while but in the long run it worked. im a little happier now and i havent talked or seen them in over two years or have any desire to. it works but you have to commit yourself to it. eventually youll forget how you felt for them.
that sucks.. I understand it though… my husband has betrayed me for 7 years and I want to leave so bad.. but he is the only person I have ever been able to see myself with.. we have been together 15 years have 2 children…. I WISH to GOD I would have left 8 years ago… 9 when things were not gong right.. then he never would have had the chance to hurt me as bad as he has and with kids now.. be careful.
I fear this is where it is going to end up.