Spoken Word: It’s All Bad Y’all

It’s all bad y’all

I mean this moment, this pain is far too familiar

Ths moment I usually consider a life lesson

It’s less of a blessing and more of a curse

Right now I feel like I could care less about leaning way back in the back of a maybach

I’d rather be laid back in the back of a hearse because

It’s all bad y’all…

I mean this is just……this is just….ahhh

Thats my problem you see

I feel like the whole world is targeting me and they don’t even know it

I know exactly how I feel but I don’t know how to show it

This is exactly what I was afraid of…

The last time I tested what I was made of

Now I’m here with this rifle and the pain is just…

It’s all bad y’all…

I’m sorry

Most of you know me for the strength I withhold

And the man that I am through the stories I’ve told

And how I represent the honor of being true and being bold

But in this moment I’m a boy without faith a day old

and if there is a god then he’s calling me back home

This barrel never felt so felt so good next to my dome

It’s cold & I’d rather die than live alone

Who would ever thought I’d be saying such a thing

Though I’d rather die right now, I still hope my phone rings

Just so I can hear your voice to remind me of the things I have

The things that I have worked for

The things that I’ve been given

I mean I know there’s a god but sometimes I feel he’s hidden…

When it’s all bad y’all…

There’s nothing left

And I hope that you remember me for the life that I lead

And the laughs and the joy and the goodness I spread because this…

This moment this is the moment were it all falls through

God… please forgive me for what I’m about to do

I love you mom

I love you dad

But this… This moment… it’s all bad…

It’s all bad y’all