still here still going

on my own again, trying to work this out, live in a town house with my partner and three kids, i sleep downstairs, (he sleeps upstairs) i say that flippantly because i hardly ever sleep, not for long, sometimes i dont know if i am actually awake as the days seem like a nightmare, my 9 year old girl punched me in a temper today and my partner just laughed. guess that is it, i am a joke