I cant sleep….One of those nights where Im up aimlessly searching the internet listening to the same song over and over (johnny cash-hurt). I went on my old myspace page….dont know what the fuck happened with the site but everything is gone except my photos and I was going thru them and Its amazing how time breaks people down….. I look NOTHING like my former self….I look tired, stressed and worn out now. I have pictures with old friends and I cant help but feel so much regret ….. I want to trade places with the Me in the photo…..I just want to get away from this shit…. another day has gone and today is starting….. nothing has changed nothing has improved I just feel like its deja vu….the same shit over and over and over and over…..and its been this way for a while….
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i wander what the fuck is the point of all of this… what lessons are we supposed to learn by being stuck in this life with the same shit over and over again, nothing changes and can’t go back in time to when it used to be good.. i hope my fear of dying will subside with time i have given myself until the end of this year i don’t wanna live to see 2014