she sill hasunt replide to my emaleand im worred cos if she has i know its my folt like evrey thing but hay cigrets my slow suicide :/ spending my night up in bed with blood evrey ware and the bules streming from my gutar and you know what im frustratid in sevrel ways sexyaly frustatid im frustatid with love and with life what could get wors well my baby girl isunt talking to me i know she is on the other side of the world but we have a strong relashion ship and i will get there or get her here some how some day