I haven’t cut for two months. My scars were finally starting to heal. I’m in such a weak place right now, and no one understands. I’m so confused and I don’t know what to do. Everyone is leaving me and I feel so alone. I can’t keep my thoughts straight and I’m home alone which terrifies me. It feels like I’m crying out for help in a crowded room and no one even bothers to stop and look.
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Same here :C I just sent borderline 5 months clean down the drain, and I feel like such a failure. I let down all the promises I made to some of my close friends that I promised I wouldn’t cut, and it kills me inside knowing that.
It’s just makes me so sad to think that so many people’s lives have come to this 🙁
Same >.< It's horrible that they resort to hurting themselves to feel better </3 It kills, at times quite literally.
I’m just needed to say – it’s good that you’re trying to stop, but please don’t be too hard on yourself. Just own up to it and try again. Your friends might not feel the same way, but I’ve been in this position before and I don’t believe that you’re letting people down. It’s a really hard thing to do, and no-one is perfect.
*”I just needed to say”, sorry.