I thought I knew what pain was. But I was wrong. When someone tells you they care and you get better you are both happy. But then you get worse again and they slowly start to leave you. But then when you tell them your about to commit suicide and they don’t care. The pain isn’t pain any more it’s surpasses that.
A least that’s what it was like for me.
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Yeah, it can be hard when people around us (those we care for) seem to show ‘indifference’ to how we’re feeling… Few people want to stick around and support us when we’re down; some seem to just not care enough or be able to handle it if we continue to struggle / be depressed.
Keep trying to reach out, communicate and interact… There are likely to be people who can relate to what you’ve been going through and can help… with whom you can develop mutually-supportive relationships, perhaps.
Perhaps write on here whatever it is you’re struggling with …
Take care.
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Yes, that would seriously hurt if you tell someone you’re going to commit suicide and have them not care. I’ve found it painful enough when I try to talk to people about my anxiety/depression, and you sort of see their eyes glaze over. Or one of my “friends” told me flat out, “I KNOW, I KNOW about your problems, I just can’t hear it any more”, so I don’t even bring it up with her. She’s the type that sees the world through rose colored glasses and denies that there’s pain and suffering in the world. That’s why I’ve never told anyone I’m suicidal. I wish you luck in dealing with your issues!!!