somehow the wish of dying makes me feel rather excited than curious as to what would happen when the trigger gets pulled..
i really don’t have any belief in religion as such neither would i like to mention it since it’s useless…
i just so wish i wasn’t part of this universe today and even writing that puts a smile on my face because i’ve tried too many
times and fallen too many times…
im tired of falling and knowing how messed up life is…nothing can be fixed and i can’t love anyone…
i’d rather not explain why not because i mind what others would have to say when they read this but what
perfect sense it takes to know that you won’t be part of this reality anymore…
how sweet it feels to know that your existence is nothing…and hasn’t been for a long time…
how you’ve consciously made an effort to reconcile with yourself but each and every time its like hitting a brick wall
and then people would ask you the same questions of whats wrong with your life…
i’d smile and say nothing…
just take me away from here…
please.
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I love this post. It speaks to me. It’s hard to convey my feelings so thank you for doing that for me.
I know what you mean I used to seriously think i was cursed or a curse was put on my mom and she ruined my dads life