i went all the way back you and you’ve been posting since may of 2011. im sorry you’ve been suffering for so long. maybe you gotta change something up to get a new result
and shake these emotions and the pain that’s been haunting you for so long.
yes, i definitely do absolutely need to change my life. alas, it’s a bit complicated. i have hurdles that are not easy to surmount. multiple health issues, need a new environment because where i am now is making me sick. psychotic neighbors disturbing my sleep and peace. lack of physical energy (due to health) and lack of money to go out and actually go make changes.
it’s like a vicious circle, or catch-22. i can’t get better until i get out of this situation i’m in, but i can’t get out of this situation until i’m physically better. >.<
I was hit head on by some ass who didn’t want to stop at a red light. I now have life long problems because of that ass. It injured my spine, so I have multitudes of problems resulting from that. I have a hard time with breathing, sleeping, I sometimes lose feeling in my arms and legs, and a whole lot more. it affects me literally from head to toe, too much to write. Basically, I have a hard time with life. Then you add my psychotic neighbors who make noise all day long, and I’m about to go nuts. I can’t very well move because it’s so hard to find housing here. At least anything affordable. So I’m stuck with this constant noise and lack of sleep.
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i went all the way back you and you’ve been posting since may of 2011. im sorry you’ve been suffering for so long. maybe you gotta change something up to get a new result
and shake these emotions and the pain that’s been haunting you for so long.
yes, i definitely do absolutely need to change my life. alas, it’s a bit complicated. i have hurdles that are not easy to surmount. multiple health issues, need a new environment because where i am now is making me sick. psychotic neighbors disturbing my sleep and peace. lack of physical energy (due to health) and lack of money to go out and actually go make changes.
it’s like a vicious circle, or catch-22. i can’t get better until i get out of this situation i’m in, but i can’t get out of this situation until i’m physically better. >.<
oh man do i ever hear ya. im in a similar situation right now. almost word for word. what are your health issues?
I was hit head on by some ass who didn’t want to stop at a red light. I now have life long problems because of that ass. It injured my spine, so I have multitudes of problems resulting from that. I have a hard time with breathing, sleeping, I sometimes lose feeling in my arms and legs, and a whole lot more. it affects me literally from head to toe, too much to write. Basically, I have a hard time with life. Then you add my psychotic neighbors who make noise all day long, and I’m about to go nuts. I can’t very well move because it’s so hard to find housing here. At least anything affordable. So I’m stuck with this constant noise and lack of sleep.