I often feel somewhat worthless… though i feel that others probably think i am even more worthless than i think i am… without even knowing how worthless i really am.
And it’s not so much that i feel i have absolutely zero “worth,” but that i can’t really use any of my “good qualities,” to “make a difference,” or even just make a sustainable living. I can’t even survive. I’m not sure i even want to. That seems like a fair definition of “feeling worthless.” I’m sure that most people, not knowing they were judging the worth of someone who feels they have no relevant worth, would indeed define me as worthless as i think they would.
But do i feel “as worthless as you?” How am i supposed to know? 😛
I doubt any two people feel exactly as worthless as each other. Even if both define themselves as “zero,” they probably have different definitions of a zero-worth-person.
So idk. I probably feel equivalently worthless, but not equally, or in the same ways.
Whether i’m literally “worthless,” i know i’m certainly not “good enough.” I wish i was. But i’m pretty sure that any value below the acceptable minimum, might as well be zero. Most people either intentionally or unknowingly define it as such… and i can’t really disagree.
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I have a long history of very bad depression and its killing me inside i just cant take it anymore
Most definitely, I constantly feel that way. But you are not alone in this, you have to remember that. Please.
I feel so bad i feel suisidal but i cant do it i just cant do it but i want to so bad it hurts
I dont feel i can get help i feel so abandoned
Every day molly.
I often feel somewhat worthless… though i feel that others probably think i am even more worthless than i think i am… without even knowing how worthless i really am.
And it’s not so much that i feel i have absolutely zero “worth,” but that i can’t really use any of my “good qualities,” to “make a difference,” or even just make a sustainable living. I can’t even survive. I’m not sure i even want to. That seems like a fair definition of “feeling worthless.” I’m sure that most people, not knowing they were judging the worth of someone who feels they have no relevant worth, would indeed define me as worthless as i think they would.
But do i feel “as worthless as you?” How am i supposed to know? 😛
I doubt any two people feel exactly as worthless as each other. Even if both define themselves as “zero,” they probably have different definitions of a zero-worth-person.
So idk. I probably feel equivalently worthless, but not equally, or in the same ways.
Whether i’m literally “worthless,” i know i’m certainly not “good enough.” I wish i was. But i’m pretty sure that any value below the acceptable minimum, might as well be zero. Most people either intentionally or unknowingly define it as such… and i can’t really disagree.
i’m 100% worthless.
I fade in and out of that feeling every now and then. Some days ill be fine. Other days I cant stand myself.
I feel worthless all the time.