i’m 32. single. only child. unable to have children. no personal relationships of substance to speak of. blah.
01/14/2011 – my mom died of cancer, in my arms.
02/13/2011 – found my father’s body, alleged heart attack; i say intentional insulin OD.
09/01/2012 – ended my relationship, i’m alone again.
04/28/2013 – learned i am unable to have children.
07/29/2013 – lost my job, now completely broke.
08/02/2013 – ex never paid our taxes with the $ i gave him; my home is to be sold at auction on 09/03/2013.
08/12/2013 – good friend committed suicide.
08/17/2013 – (today) received an eviction notice, proceedings start 09/08/2013.
with no life, no family, no money, no hope.. there isn’t much else to say.
going to use the helium bag method once my affairs are in order.
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Some of what your going through is what I’m going through. (No friends, broke, etc.) I know eventually everything will be gone for me and I will be living in a car with no money or gas. I’m telling you this so you know that your not alone. I’ve tried suicide twice in my 41 years and I know the third time will be a success but maybe you can do what I’m doing. For now I’m looking at these changes, going from having a family, food, money to being penniless and alone as somewhat liberating. I mean I dunno, might as well explore all options before ending it for good.
just want to tell you your not alone
please ask for help there are many who would love to help you out in your time of need
so please dont end it all your mom and dad did not raise you to give up . so cry out t
TO GOD FOR HELP I LOVE JOHN
Sometimes I encourage people to live and others I just find their situation so heartbreaking and terrible that I can’t in good conscience encourage them to “fight on”. I am sorry you had to go through these things especially the tax bullshit and home seizure. The IRS has no sympathy at fucking all. I’m also sorry about you losing your parents within 30 days of each other I know death is natural but when it happens back to back it can be overwhelming….Whatever you decide to do may you find the peace and comfort you need.
There may still be hope for you yet, but you need to file for bankruptcy ASAP. Bankruptcy puts a stay on all collection activities — in simple terms it means the IRS cannot levy your house or evict you while a bankruptcy proceeding is pending. It will at least get you a few months to try to find a new job, etc.