As much i try to make my own reality and ignore the one that exists…. the thing is….. it isn’t up to you. Reality has a way of letting you know you can’t escape it. I know how you feel though
In my busy head, in my hand, in a book, on a monitor. All that is reality. It’s an ethereal, sickly disconnection that makes none of the loneliness of some of them ok indefinitely. I want to be a puppy in a box of puppies. Finding the warm spot, sleepy and safe to sleep. Have someone kissing my eyes until I sleep. That would quiet my demons.
My demons aren’t letting me sleep anymore. My reality is tweaked because of this. I don’t want my reality, but there it is.
@aayla- in a way I feel that I’ve been looking for some one to make a statement like that because it describes perfectly the opposite view point I see things from. I’m a person who sees reality in its natural form, without computers and technology. But I too get trapped in my head with how I see the world. Even though I can explain life from my own point of view, I hardly get an idea of how some people view their lives from the end of a computer day after day. I think your comment was an eye opener for me. Even though you probly didn’t mean it to be. lol
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As much i try to make my own reality and ignore the one that exists…. the thing is….. it isn’t up to you. Reality has a way of letting you know you can’t escape it. I know how you feel though
In my busy head, in my hand, in a book, on a monitor. All that is reality. It’s an ethereal, sickly disconnection that makes none of the loneliness of some of them ok indefinitely. I want to be a puppy in a box of puppies. Finding the warm spot, sleepy and safe to sleep. Have someone kissing my eyes until I sleep. That would quiet my demons.
My demons aren’t letting me sleep anymore. My reality is tweaked because of this. I don’t want my reality, but there it is.
@aayla- in a way I feel that I’ve been looking for some one to make a statement like that because it describes perfectly the opposite view point I see things from. I’m a person who sees reality in its natural form, without computers and technology. But I too get trapped in my head with how I see the world. Even though I can explain life from my own point of view, I hardly get an idea of how some people view their lives from the end of a computer day after day. I think your comment was an eye opener for me. Even though you probly didn’t mean it to be. lol