I hate not knowing what happens after death. Will I be happy if I do leave? or will it just be the same hell as before? Having depression has really affected my life for the past 3-4 years now. I’ve beaten myself up constantly of not being able to be good enough, but really what can i do? Nothing. I have to sit here and suffer each day of feeling insecure and spiteful of everything around me.
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I hate not knowing as well but I figure ANYTHING is better than this hell. I know I will be happy in just knowing I’m not on earth anymore. I doubt that it will be as bad as this life I mean I don’t know 100% but I doubt it….
I know the feeling I understand EXACTLY how you feel….Eventually you grow tired of not feeling up to par with everyone around you like you are not worth what they are. It gets old and I have grown tired of my own hell as well.
The question is illogical.
When you’re dead, there is no consciousness, so it won’t be “better” or “worse”. Those words only make sense for someone who is alive.
Life can be really horrible, but you only get one.
No its not…..I don’t thinks illogical to question the unknown….we only think there is no consciousness but speculation is just speculation its not proven fact….if it were then it would be illogical but until we know 100% and can confirm this then its just a question
It’s the strangest thing in the world that we don’t know and those that do know can’t tell us. It’s just really impossible to question so I avoid the thought. I just try to live my life and if the pain gets unbearable enough, it doesn’t really matter what happens, right? If it mattered would that make me wake up and lead a different life? Probably not. If I thought I could better my life I would’ve by now.