Because I cant tell you anything, and i dont want you asking a million questions. I just want everyone to leave me alone today. im tired. im upset. im stressed. and i really dont like that fact that you checked up on me.. it kinda pisses me off. i understand why you did.. but still.
i just want to be left the fuck alone, why cant you understand that dad? why? i dont like being around you. at all.
so why am i lying? because i dont like you and i cant stand being around you.
and to my friend and her mother, i really apologize. it was a mistake.
This post makes no sense… oh well
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Abselom. Talk.
It doesn’t have to make sense…
i lied to my father about going to my friends place. i didnt go anywhere. i told him i was at her house, but i was actually at home alone. i didnt want to be around anyone, and i wanted him to go to his fiances house, and not come home. i brought my friend and her mother into it, which was wrong. and i dont even know why i lied. i just did.
It makes sense to you. You can come here to ramble all you like as long as it helps you. But do remember one day your dad will pass away. And if you really dont like him then okay it wont matter, but if there is hope you do love him because he is your father than try to some how make things right. But do talk. Let it out.
i love him because he is my father.. but thats the extent of it all..
Abselom ditto on loving you parent as a parent but thats it. I understand why you lied. I honestly wish i had a friend and all that but a lot of the time. I just want to be left alone by everyone and everything. Don’t be sorry. You needed to be alone and if you had said that he would have probably come home thinking something was wrong.
There are many times that I have wanted to be left alone. Being summer time I get to be in my room all day until my mother gets home and then she consistently comes into my room and tells me to come out and “socialize” with the rest of my family. But I dislike the rest of my family. They have made my life hell for a long time. So it is okay to want to be alone, dont apologize for it.
i just woke up… i hope youre ok. you need to come over soon though to talk to my mom. shes not mad she just wants to talk to you…
i also dont know why you choose to be alone when you dont have to…
Everyone lies to their parents. If you had told the truth in that situation it might have hurt his feelings, caused an argument or forced you to do something you didn’t want to do. When I was a kid my parents would ask me where I was going so I’d say “the library” because it would break their heart to know what I was really up to. After a while, they were ok with it.
There are a lot of people that aren’t ‘close’ with their parents because it feels awkward. Once you isolate yourself for long periods it’s difficult to then establish that relationship so in the end you just end up moving further away. Parents can be boring too.
If I asked whether your SP name is Absolum and you said “no it’s Jim” then that’s plainly a lie and for no apparent reason. You’re not a pathological liar. It’s not about why you lied but the reason why you don’t want to be around your dad.
I didn’t have to be alone, no. But I really don’t want to bother anyone.
But I wish I didn’t feel the need to lie.
who would you bother?…
who would you bother?…
Idk. Just don’t want to step on any toes
maybe im just in a bad mood because im sick and on my period but that is the dumbest fucking thing ive ever heard in my life… you know you are loved whevere you go and people enjoy your company.
You may think so.. But I’m honestly a burden to just about everyone
Abselom hug? (>• .•)> C(T. TC)
so many people lpve you and you bring so much light into peoples lives ecspecially mine. just try to keep your head up and the negative thoughts out
@AtTheEnd- thank you <3
Sunflower.. i just wish i could. i wish it were that easy